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hmmmm

I had a strange dream last night.

In my dream I was, for some reason, heading to Turkey (of all places) and had to leave for a flight at 4:15 pm. The whole day I felt like crying and throwing up because I didn't want to leave. Basically it was a repeat of my feelings right before I left for England. My mother and I got on a bus to the airport [I think? Though the bus drove through a museum] and once we were there, I learned my flight had been canceled and immediately felt a sense of relief.

I'm not sure what my dream was trying to tell me.